No.

Today I asked if he would let me go, again.

He said, "NO."

I'm tired really.

Of Beard and Men

I was taking a kit kat and standing around after work today, when I noticed this ancient dude who popped out of the taxi. He had a massive beard around his chin, damn it was the longest stubble I've ever seen!

Next thing I knew? this ancient man whipped out a comb from his back pocket and...

combed the hair on his head a la elvis presley style. For a while I seriously thought he was gonna go through his beard with that comb!

Couldn't help laughing to myself amidst the curious stares of the passerbys thereafter.

Heh heh.. I know. I'm easily amused.

Within

I Ponder..

"How much would you give of yourself?"

This was a question which popped into my mind after lunch with her today.

"How much would ever be enough?"

My mind chose to self-indulge in this boggling monologue throughout the length of the day thereafter.

I'm pondering. Just pondering.

Holiday!

And so I'm embarking on a trip down south to another tiny island.

Am elated to get out of this place finally and hopefully it'd be able to offer me the much needed respite and reprieve.

The past few months have been so draining, that I'm almost devoid of any ounce of strength already. So much has happened, that I do not even know where to start picking up the pieces. It's simply been a rollercoaster ride of emotions, up and down, up and down and 360 degrees turns everywhere. I'm lost really.

I'm just glad to place everything behind, however temporal it may be. And hopefully, once I'm back, I'd be able to make the decisions once and for all, on all the crossroads that I've to face yet again.

Return of the Sparrow Kind

Shared lunch with a few little fellas today.

Cute little creatures,just a little messy though and they started eating before I did.

Wonder why they like cai fan though, thought they preferred raw worms.

Pray I won't get diarrhoea tomorrow man.

Crossroad

I recognise the landscape. It's almost the same as it was.

Too similiar.

Too similiar.

Me & My Kuku Dreams

Had a good laugh when I woke up today.

Guess who I dreamt of??

Good old Mr Lee Kuan Yew!! Of all the people!

The best part?

The first thing I said to him was.... "HO SEI BOH!??!"

Of which he replied,"HO SEI AH!"

And we continued the rest of our conversation in Hokkien, although I can't recall much of what was being said.

I was just damn impressed that I was able to speak Hokkien so fluently in my dreams.

Post Birthday Post

The partying's all over. Thank you to all you wonderful dudes out there for making it so special again this year. It's been an entire week of gorging on all kinds of food and having pretty surprises thrown at me over and over, although I did accidentally spotted some of them ;) No worries though, there's always the next year's, haha!

Nevertheless, I'm really glad to have all of you taking special time out just to make me feel appreciated. It's always at this time of the year that I reflect and remember how important each and everyone of you are to me and really, I always always thank God for surrounding me with sooo many great friends!

Cheers to all of you!

Revived!

I've always been hesitant about blogging again due to the sheer amount of censorship that I impose on myself:
- political statements ( can kena sued badly!)
- work ( sensitive stuff. especially when I was still serving NS)
- sad soapy tales of my life ( never did like to keep bad memories)

Often I found myself typing so much, only to erase the entire life essay with a single click of the mouse. Hence, in the end, most of my posts were just pictures which communicated what I truly wished to express at that point in time, riddles which only close friends would be able to understand.

I'm an enigma. I know. But really, as my best bro often tells me, sometimes when you confide in somebody, you lose a part of yourself. What more on the world wide web, where a million people are reading your entries?

Nevertheless, I'm back after a two year hiatus. Suddenly filled with the inspiration to write/type again. Would try to update on again, if time does permit. Maybe I'd repost the old stories, so that you could have a good laugh again. At my expense. Sadistic idiots.

That's all for now.