No.

Today I asked if he would let me go, again.

He said, "NO."

I'm tired really.

Of Beard and Men

I was taking a kit kat and standing around after work today, when I noticed this ancient dude who popped out of the taxi. He had a massive beard around his chin, damn it was the longest stubble I've ever seen!

Next thing I knew? this ancient man whipped out a comb from his back pocket and...

combed the hair on his head a la elvis presley style. For a while I seriously thought he was gonna go through his beard with that comb!

Couldn't help laughing to myself amidst the curious stares of the passerbys thereafter.

Heh heh.. I know. I'm easily amused.

Within

I Ponder..

"How much would you give of yourself?"

This was a question which popped into my mind after lunch with her today.

"How much would ever be enough?"

My mind chose to self-indulge in this boggling monologue throughout the length of the day thereafter.

I'm pondering. Just pondering.

Holiday!

And so I'm embarking on a trip down south to another tiny island.

Am elated to get out of this place finally and hopefully it'd be able to offer me the much needed respite and reprieve.

The past few months have been so draining, that I'm almost devoid of any ounce of strength already. So much has happened, that I do not even know where to start picking up the pieces. It's simply been a rollercoaster ride of emotions, up and down, up and down and 360 degrees turns everywhere. I'm lost really.

I'm just glad to place everything behind, however temporal it may be. And hopefully, once I'm back, I'd be able to make the decisions once and for all, on all the crossroads that I've to face yet again.